Sunday, August 06, 2006

Well...we're in Rochester...we just got to our hotel and Mandy and Ramona are upstairs dealing with dressing changes and I went to go look for a computer...sure enough...I found one...in case Ramona doesn't come down here I'll just write for a bit. Prayers were answered left, right and center today. The border crossing was no problem (atleast for the vehicle with all the medications and medical supplies). Mandy and Marlene spent some time in the garage. But all is well. For a large part of the day Ramona felt very well. The intense heartburn/hiccups/convulsing side-effects that go with chemo were almost non-existent today. Ramona and I spent alot of the time in her special back-of-van bed and watched a DVD on our computer to try to distract ourselves. Anyway...Ramona isn't exactly looking forward to the potentially innumerable tests in this next week. Tommorow we beg everyone to pray for a miracle. Pray that the tests come back showing no cancer. If God can do little things he can most certainly do big things.
Well, guess it's my turn now. Looks like Earl pretty much summed things up. I am so incredibly grateful that I felt so good today. God definitely answers prayer! One thing that God really showed me today is how important it is obey Him when He speaks. There were some things that God had really laid on my heart during chemo that I had still not yet done. One huge reason was because I wasn't brave enough fearing other's opinions. One of those things was sharing a song with my church that God challenged me to share over a week ago. It plagued me every day. Yesterday my pastor asked if Earl & I had anything to share with the church and I thank God for second chances as today my church heard track6 from Casting Crowns. I really feel that due to my obedience, God blessed me.
Well in a few hours, the tests begin. Right now I feel pretty emotionally unstable and wish this whole cancer thing were just some horrible nightmare. I praise God that He's in control but am anxiously waiting for His healing.
Thanks for your prayers and goodnight
Ramona

14 comments:

Anonymous said...

Earl and Ramona,
Our thoughts and prayers are with you many times each day. The Lord sees the big picture and we pray that His ultimate plan for all of this might be accomplished. Earl give your mother in law a big hug from me. We love you and care a lot about you.
Lorrie

Anonymous said...

Thank you so much for sharing the song with us. And thank you Earl, Ramona and Tim for keeping us up to date. I read your blog every day and pray for you. Hurting for you and your parents and siblings. The praying Fehr family

Anonymous said...

Jodi

Earl Ramona i've been praying for u lots hope u get better Ramona and i no god could heal you

Anonymous said...

Earl Ramona i've been praying for u lots hope u get better Ramona and i no god could heal you

Brandi said...

Hi, my name is Brandi and I'm Jerrold and Marge Siemens' daughter in law. I know we've never met, but I wanted you to know I'll be praying for you both.

Anonymous said...

wow it is amazing how much you can miss when you don't read up on this sitiuation. my thoughts are with both of you and your family as well who have with you through it all they must be having a hard time as well.sending both of you a huge hug. God is with US.you are both so important to him and he'll never leave you he is carrying you both. always cahrley

Amber said...

Hi, I got here from Brandi's links (she's my cousin)...I just finished reading your blog, start to finish. You have been through so much in such a short time and it is amazing to see your strong faith being lived out in these circumstances. I will most definitely be praying for you guys. May God continue to be very near to you this week as you are away.

Anonymous said...

Frit y'all I'm definitely praying for both of you and am expecting God to do something Awesome. God definitely takes notice of people who are patiently expecting him to do something humanly impossible. You have the audience of One. Hebrews 4:16 "Let us then approach the throne of grace with confidence, so that we may recieve mercy and find grace to help us in our time of need." God bless you both, I'm praying for ya

Anonymous said...

Hi guys,
seems I'm checking your blog constantly, waiting to hear what's been happening... so happy to hear that God answered prayer and you made it to Rochester and that the trip went so well and moni felt so much better. Yeah God! This sunday our sermon was on the parable of the wise and foolish builders and how it's the storms in our lives that show what our foundation is built on. So evident in your storm that your life is built on the Rock of Christ and how strong that Rock is. I have to testify that seeing you face this storm, battling the questions that barrage the soul, I have been brought to my knees and my spiritual life has truly been transformed. I praise God for the testimonies of your faith as you walk thru this, not only because you are inspiring but because it shows in real life the awesome faithfulness of God and HIs tangible compassion and presence in the middle of pain. We believe in something, SOMEONE,who is real. Who stands by His promises and does what He says He will do.
Psalms 73:25-28
"Whom have I in heaven but you? I desire you more than anything on earth. My health may fail, and my spirit may grow weak, but God remains the strength of my heart; he is mine forever. Those who desert him will perish for you destroy those who abandon you. But as for me, how good it is to be near God! I have made the Sovreign Lord my shelter, and I will tell everyone about the wonderful things you do."
Moni you are a huge witness of Christ already and I can picture you being that for a long time yet. My hope and prayers continue, including for the friends and family that are on your heart for God to save.
A little encouragement for you and all of us who are praying from Romans 12:12 "be joyful in hope, patient in affliction and faithful in prayer."
love, Christy

Anonymous said...

2 Corinthians 1:3,4, "Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfot we ourselves have received from God. For just as the sufferings of Christ flow over into our lives, so also through Christ our comfort overflows."

Hey Guys... thankful as usual that prayer covers you guys in each moment. It was neat, this past Sunday, the pastor in the church we were at spoke on finding Joy in Sickness. It was very appropriate and I was encouraged to pray harder for the two of you. May you find all your comfort in Christ. Love you guys.

Crystelle

Anonymous said...

Earl and Ramona, I'm thinking of you and praying for you constantly. We serve an awesome and powerful God.
Anna

Anonymous said...

Earl and Ramona,
We check the blog each day,
Thankyou for sharing.
Our thoughts and prayers are with
you alot.I'm thankful that you have
lern't to trust in Jesus in good days, so keep on trusting him in these trying days, he Love's you!
We,ll keep on praying for you,
and your Family's. Auntie Tina.

Anonymous said...

sara says
Earl and Ramona, Thanks so much for sharing that song with us in church on Sunday! I think it has quite a message for us. And I am so happy that God blessed you for your obedience by giving you a day where you felt better. May He continue to bless you; I am very encouraged by your faith in God and so glad that you keep holding onto Him. You are in our prayers and we wish you strength and patience during this difficult time. God is awesome and faithful! Love, Sara & Henry

. said...

earl, mona... i could write a novel right about now, w/ all that's turning around in my heart, so much hope, and longing, and peace, and wonder, and questions... but i won't... christy worded it well...

"seeing you face this storm, battling the questions that barrage the soul, I have been brought to my knees and my spiritual life has truly been transformed. "

that's exactly it. this storm- this cancer storm- it's led me to ask God big questions, and He has led me beside still waters. i may not have answers, but there is also an absense of doubts. my faith has been strengthened so very much... it's like finally it's not just sitting there, waiting for something... it's now real, live, active, and I believe God has big plans. for you. for me. for all of His children, and for the ones who are about to become His children... I am being refined and I pray that I will grow to be more like Christ, espeically taht I will be more humble and more bold

my faith, and my whole life really- have been, and continue to be renewed... i thank, thank, thank you for your friendship... and know that i continue to pray. often w/ each breath...

i love you so very much and i cherish the knowledge that God loves you a million times more than that